I'm realizing something. My "friend" and my ex are acting so much alike. Okay so I think they do this because...I guess they have no life. Well whatever. But I noticed how rude they've been. Like the way they acted a few months ago. It was so disrespectful, I wanted to kick them out of my house. But this chick is talking like him and its really pissing me off. If you're gonna change into a jerk like him, aha well don't expect me to speak to you much longer cause I ain't going through shit like this.

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This really sucks. I'm suddenly missing my ex. I had a dream about him and I my friend kissed his head and it made me mad. I'm still kinda mad at her even though it was just a dream. Cause one day we were all hanging out and they were like talking about inside jokes and shit and flirting and shit and I felt like a fucking outcast. Like what kind of "friends" do that. I just don't understand what I did to make him hate me. Like all of the things we shared and you let it go like it was nothing. That's what hurts the most. I miss everything we had. I miss having you. I still care, God knows why and you're living a happy life without me. I guess it would have been better if you were a more caring person..but I can't do anything about it. So I'll keep thinking about you, suffering in misery.