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This really sucks. I'm suddenly missing my ex. I had a dream about him and I my friend kissed his head and it made me mad. I'm still kinda mad at her even though it was just a dream. Cause one day we were all hanging out and they were like talking about inside jokes and shit and flirting and shit and I felt like a fucking outcast. Like what kind of "friends" do that. I just don't understand what I did to make him hate me. Like all of the things we shared and you let it go like it was nothing. That's what hurts the most. I miss everything we had. I miss having you. I still care, God knows why and you're living a happy life without me. I guess it would have been better if you were a more caring person..but I can't do anything about it. So I'll keep thinking about you, suffering in misery.